Tuesday, August 11, 2009
its a bad habit of mine...
only coming to you when i feel so alone in the world.
you can be relieve that i'll be talking to you more often these days.
my lovely blog.
these days i've been keeping my schedule real tight..
this way, the only thing i yearn for is sleep.
my mind will be too tired from straying elsewhere.
there are pros and cons to it.
it was nice to have been out of the shell for that short while..
to be able to truely voice what you feel
to be able to show you real emotion
to be able to bare your heart out.
somehow, i feel that i am going back into my shell of comfort again.
less vocal, less interested in everything.
more self-centered, more fearful of the surroundings.
aferall, thats where i belong all these years.
Anyways,
work today was kinda lax..
more of teaching than doing requests.
Luckily one of the system wasnt functioning too well..
hahaas.
Can focus more on queries than rushing everything through :)
Alrighty!
time for bed.